Happy two year anniversary to Johnny and I! He took me to a very nice sushi bar and we even had our own enclosed room to eat in, it was nice :) He also got me a new charm for my bracelet, it’s a thimble. He let me pick it out. We are also going to go have tea later I think! He is really the best boyfriend I could ever have, he is everything I ever wanted but never thought I would ever have. He means a lot to me… I love you Johnny <3
So this morning I know I got my pills out and then I did some other things… Then I couldn’t remember whether or not I actually took my medicine. So after a lot of searching for the medicine that maybe I didn’t take, I went ahead and just took my daily dosage for sure. So man… I really hope I didn’t just take 4 Prozac otherwise I don’t know what’s gonna happen. I just can’t not take it on a day like this though since Johnny and I are going on a date tonight, I want to make extra certain that my stupid emotional problems don’t make me mean in any way so … better safe than sorry but I sure hope I didn’t take it twice.
I don’t know what it is about the Christmas season that makes me so dang happy all the time. Wait, yes I do actually but just… words. I seriously love the cold… but since I live in Texas, winter isn’t cold but maybe two weeks out of the season and that makes me so angry. I got so mad last year because it was actually SUPER hot still in December, I was so mad that I cried. This year it has been very nice compared to how Texas threatens to be, but for the past couple days it has been a little balmy unfortunately. I got a little pissed about it earlier actually because it just scares me… Like okay you better get cold again, and fast. Because I feel like when it gets cold here that I can’t trust it at all. Like I let myself appreciate it but I have learned not to get all insane and believe that the rest of the season will be just as cold because in my heart I know it is a freaking lie… And that in a couple days the cold will be gone with the wind in which it came and it was just a stupid cold front. That’s all we ever see of cold here… Cold fronts. I’m gonna give Texas weather a cold front if it doesn’t stop it… Ha just kidding lamest joke ever, I just… I embarrass myself like that a lot. At least I am saying that on the internet and not in real life. Because I seriously say the most embarrassing things in real life all the time and like… someone please just help me. Done talking to myself, bye.
**Oh… wow okay this is me editing the post after I posted it already because I just remembered the whole reason I even made this post in the first place and that was to express my excitement about my Christmas present this year, which is … AN IPOD CLASSIC. I know that’s not that awesome to most people but it is literally all I wanted and I am getting it… Love my family. I have had a freaking iPod shuffle for seven… yes… SEVEN years and I am so so sick of it you will never know. So I wanted a classic instead of a touch because I just had an iPhone and I would hate to have an iPod that looks exactly like my old phone but most importantly I freaking hate touch screens so much. And the Classic has 160gigs sooo… I am excited. Now I get to choose which song I want to listen to and actually see the name and artist. Poor child, I know.
.. Gosh I talk like a 42 year old mom now. -__- I spend a lot of time reading health blogs so I guess the way they type has gotten into my brain. Crap.
Jeffrey Dahmer’s brain.
On December 12, 1995 a judge ordered the cremation of serial killer Jeffrey Dahmer’s brain, which had been preserved at the request of Dahmer’s mother in hopes of having it studied.
Dahmer’s body, except for the brain, was cremated in September, as Dahmer had requested. The ashes were split among Dahmer’s parents, who are divorced.